Nov. 11, 2003 @ 9:17 p.m.

I have gone and got myself all complicated. Not just me, but my life, my everything, so complex that nothing is simple anymore. Nothing has a solution with just one solid answer, like pulling the plug from the wall. That option doesn’t exist to me anymore and it’s depressing. Once, at least, I used to know that I always had the option of just unplugging the cord until I felt like pushing it back in to place to hear the click. I want to hear the click. But technology’s advancement only leaves me with a hollow beeping sound that lacks the feeling of a good old fashioned, uncalibrated, manual, earthly click. However, the automated beep is fully customizable. Waahlaah!